greatest fear/ view on life (my first serious topic, smart thoughts are appreciated xD) lol if its too much or a touchy subject ignore it haha

hmm when i was in grade school my greatest fear was darkness. When i got a little older dying became my greatest fear. However, now there is one one fear greater than dying to me. It's losing people whom are precious to me. This fear transcends dying since being alone is worse than death. Now that i think about it death is the easy way out since you will no longer suffer from the hardships of life. People arent' really afraid of dying; just the uncertainty of what will happen to them. Furthermore, every religion differs from another about what happens after death. There is one that believes about a messiah will come again and bring their followers to eternal life, one that believes in reincarnation of the spirit, one that believes in becoming a god of thier own world and rule in a subdivision of the greater god and another total obediance to a god that determiness your fate heaven or hell. All these religion ideas are integrated into people since their early childhood which made them firm believers of their faith. Aside from religion and death life is another factor. People take things for granted and won't know the value of it until it' gone. Unfortuantely,I learned this the hard way. Everyone is searching for their meaning of their existence and why they have been put on earth. Hmm my last thoughts about this topic; Enjoy life! since you can only live once why don't you live the life you want and not what others expect from you xD.

i kinda have the same fear,

fear of death - as i believe (from my religion) that we gonna have to pay for all the wrong doings we did in Earth besides, its when theres only you + God. no one else to help etc. One on one.

fear of losing someone we love - like family . i just cant face it. i never face anytthing like this before but by just imagining it, it can make me cry. like for real.. i always worried of my family safety. even when they went home late one day.

fear of failing in life - as in future. like what if i never gets any job. and i cant even support myself. and be poor aand all.

fear of getting married - lol dont get me wrong but its the truth i can say. its scary, the fact that we might choose the wrong person and when you get married - you have to deal with the wrong person for the entire life ( unelss u divorce him but thats not good XD) and the fact that married life is more. difficult. haha.

fear of cockroach - my uber biggest fear of animals / bugs will be cockroach.
well why ? coz i dont see grasshopper that much and they dont chase me or bug me that much. cockroach on the other hand, is everywhere. and some even can fly!!!! wth.

fear of getting more stupid bites on my skin and making me be even more ugly!

fear of screw ups and wrong decisions...............